Sarah Dessen meets Adam Silvera in the debut YA romance everyone is talking about! “A breathtaking tour de force of angst and longing. Heartbreaking, painfully romantic, and deeply human.” -STEPHANIE GARBER, #1 bestselling author of Caraval”A novel you can make yourself at home in, with characters so real it feels like you’ve known them for ages.” -JENNA EVANS WELCH, bestselling author of Love & Gelato”This book comes with its own aching heartbeat. Be forewarned, it’s stronger than it looks.” -STACEY LEE, award-winning author of The Downstairs GirlEllis and Easton have been inseparable since childhood.

But when a rash decision throws Ellis’s life-and her relationship with Easton-into chaos, she’s forced to move halfway across the country, far from everything she’s ever known. Now Ellis hasn’t spoken to Easton in a year, and maybe it’s better that way; maybe eventually the Easton-shaped hole in her heart will heal. But when Easton’s mom invites her home for a visit, Ellis finds herself tangled up in the web of heartache, betrayal, and anger she left behind .

. . and with the boy she never stopped loving.